Oh! Even thought I can’t have you …
You are in my mind
Even if I can’t touch you …
Even thought this dream will never come true …
Even if I can’t say it …
Even if I hide from afar …
You know, I do
I Love You
Even if you don’t know who I am …

Oh, baby don’t you know?
You don’t even know my name
My heart flutters as I look at you through the  night
Oh, so beautiful
The photo of you that I hold in my hand
My psychotic whispers of love have been swept within the world’s cheerful praise of you
You probably can’t hear it, right?
Even if I die, it won’t work out, right?
Of course, even in my next life, you probably won’t know me then either

I can’t turn back now, because I want you too much
I clutch my pillows tightly as I yearn for your kiss tonight
Today is probably our first meeting …
You always ask that sort of question
I’ll try to converse with your fleeting presence again today
It’s always the same, yet
I’ll be shaking again as I greet you
Even if the whole world stops listening to me …
You’ll be there to hear me out
I want you to shake my hardening form as I watch you get father away from me
Far away, far away, you become a speck in the distance
From now, where can I see you again?

I wonder why you’re not smiling today?
I hope it was nothing serious
I can’t bear to look at your grief stricken face
I’d rather it was me who was in the pain
But the fact that I can’t do that is such a pity
I want you to greet me happily for once
Ask me how I’ve been and then embrace me as I try to answer you

You, whom I can’t have, feel, not embrace …
I’ll be meeting you again, in my dream, tonight
Even if it’s just my dreams and people tell me that it won’t work or laugh at my love …
Even if people tell me that I’m insane and try to erase my world …
You are mine, so why do I keep losing you to all those undeserving people?
No I can never do it, I’m going to make you look at only me from now on
I’ll give you everything and when you kiss me, I’ll give you the world
I will trap you inside my cold, dark chest so you can’t escape from me
You are my star. I’m your number one fan.
Baby please, take me hand.

Boys and girls who have fallen in psychotic love say oh, oh, oh
Boys and girls who have fallen in idiotic love say oh, oh, oh
Boys and girls who have fallen in hopeless love say oh, oh, oh
Boys and girls who have fallen in love like mine say oh, oh, oh

Even if you don’t know who I am …

This is the lyric of the song “Fan” by Epik High. I love it. And sometimes, I feel like my love is the same as his love – psychotic, idiotic and hopeless love.